191. Never court a girl you can’t love until all tomorrows end. Never go into a relationship you can’t handle with the strongest storm and the tightest schedule. Remember, girls are not toys. Love is not a game. If you can’t stand women’s moodiness and women’s questions, don’t court one. Never blame a girl for loving you too much because just in case you forgot, who courted who?
I am not sure if you will even see this, but I hope you do. I did edit that text you wanted me to edit, other then that I did nothing more. So aanyway my main message to you is……
I may not always say the right things, or do the right things you would expect of me. I may not cheer you up the way or want, or say the things you would want. I may not be the idea person you dreamed of and I am not have the personality of the idea person you dreamed of. All these flaws make up me, but I know for a fact that no one would tolerate you the way I do. None the less you tolerate me too. We both are a pain in the ass to one another, but I am glad even through all the hardships, we manage to pull through like always.
You may not think your the most beautiful and maybe you even think your ugly or ordinary, but to me your like a diamond in the many disgusting rocks laying on this earth. The first time I saw you I thought you were a very beautiful girl. I didn’t know how to even tell you since I was afraid to be a weird guy so I let it be. Though one day you add me, and thats when I was surprised. I was happy, but still I did not have the urge to talk to you first for I never did that before and did not want to creep you out by my compliments when I hardly even knew you at the time. Then one day you talked to me, and thats when everything was falling into place. We became close friends, and soon I realize I liked you. I did not want to due to the people around you including ‘him’ so I brushed the feelings off, but of corse they couldn’t keep being held in my mind so I told you. I would have expected you to just laugh and say that you did not like me back since you had him. Though you proved me wrong, and decided to give me a chance. That day I was happy.
Now when I think of our encounter I feel really lucky. You stuck with me, and you gave me the chance even though I was not the best person ever, but you did it still. I am lucky to have such a amazing person I can call mine.
I love our late nights together, when we would talk on the phone and joke with each other, when we would watch movies, when we would play games, and most important is when we skype and I see you smiling. You may not see me, but everytime you form a smile, I do the same.
In the future I hope to see that smile everyday and everynight. I hope to have you in my life forever, I love you.